Ok! So I start my day on a happy note, as usual singing. I had my meeting with my Australia team and I am happy. Things can surely be better but they are very good for now.
I am called for a meeting in Hyderabad office and I am in no mood to sing after the meeting is over. Now, if you are another employee working in the corporate sector I don't have to tell you the reason behind my feelings. One amongst the countless reasons in office.
I am in a stage -- I am in a bad mood, mess with me at your own risk. Ah! I think this is an exaggerated statement.
I was in this exact situation in March and the lesson that I learned was that I had spent more than usual time brooding which is a shear waste of time and the next time I am in such a situation I am not going to brood. Fortunately life gave me a chance to test my self in just 9 months. While I was in full mood to brood I made a conscious effort to get out of it. It required a lot of self talking and pushing to myself to get into action.
At the end of the day I realized I could do so. I managed to brood less, be more productive and forced my mind to divert towards a better reason.
Am I happy with my performance? I dont know. I will have to contemplate on this once again after a month once things settle down to check my performance. The last thing I want to see is that the incident did not strengthen me. Nevertheless it has been an experience of its kind which needs to be One day at a time.
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